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I stole this from AJS's xanga...and I couldnt have said it better myself
I want a boy. A nice and bad boy. A boy who has spikey hair, and lets me play with it. He'll tell me we're like Cory and Topanga. He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt. He'll stay home and watch disney movies with me & he'll tell me he loves it, even though he doesnt. He'll call me at 3 a.m and ask me what I'm doing. He'll tell me he couldnt fall asleep because he was thinking about me and needed to hear my voice. He'll IM me everyday before school saying "Have a great day babe, I love you" & he always whispers something sweet in my ear. He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band & he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me infront of his friends. When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to cry, and kiss away every tear. He'll always make me feel better because he has all the right things to say. All of his friends will know we're in love because he talks about it with them. He'll stay up with me all night when I'm sick. When we're walking together, he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear. He'll love everything about me, and tell me that I'm perfect. We always end up laughing about silly fights. We wont get mad at making fun of each other, because we laugh at every bit of it. He'll surprise me by bringing me my favorite food when I'm having a bad day. Whenever we went out for ice cream, he'd put some on my nose, then I'll put some all over his face & we just never stop laughing. He wouldn't be scared to cry infront of me, and he'll hold me when I cry. He'll introduce me to his friends as "the coolest girl he's ever met." He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from those 25 cent machines. He would take walks with me in the snow, and we'd catch snowflakes on our tongues. He would grab my hand and kiss my neck & we'd always take pictures in photo booths. He'll let me go places with his mom. We would play tag and not care who's watching. We'd kiss in the rain and when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologize. I want someone who will lay outside with me and look at the stars. Someone that will squirt me with waterguns inside of the house. When we kiss, our hips will be pressed together. I want someone to be there, no matter what, always and forever. I'll be his everything, and he'll be even more to me. He will love me for always.
God, I'm such a hopeless romantic
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[27 Mar 2005|10:22pm] |
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Look at this crazy thing I've come across, that I havent updated in over a year. I was reading the old entries, WHAT THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME????... *sigh*...oh well...lets start new.
And mind you, dont read any of those old ones....that was my old life...the new one is much more interesting.
Well, today is Easter. And no, if youre wondering, I didnt get a visit by the Easter Bunny...He doesnt come down my street anymore. As always I spent the day with my loony family which always makes for a few good laughs...that was it...
Oh and Sam...loved the voicemail...and yes it was a cheap trick teehee
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[10 Mar 2004|03:04pm] |
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Wow guys this has been an awesome week, hopefully the next two days will be too hehe, but i'm sure they will be. But I have some bad news...my internet is alll screwed up and I might not be updating untill I get it repairitated <--yes that is a word because I said soo!!! Whoa baby who's coool??? Me and Kim are because our wonderful boyfriends are named after yummy food!!! yay!!! hehe Well I'm gonna go be hyper and stuff so BYE!
I love my Tommy!!!!
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[07 Mar 2004|08:00pm] |
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hey there, yesterday was a great day because Tommy came over my aunts last night and we cuddled and watched Freddy vs. Jason. Which, must have been one of the dumbest movies I have ever seen in my life. But O well thats not what matters. My uncle was being an asshole and watched us like a lion stalking his prey. My aunt yelled at him this morning and I ignored him all day. But today was just a lazy day, I sat around and ran some arrands with my aunt and she made stuffed turkey for dinner and Jenn came over and ate with us. Now I'm here listenin to GOB and talkin to Bobby and being bored out of my mind. School tomorrow, yay...NOT....
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[06 Mar 2004|12:05pm] |
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Hey guys, no post yesterday because my internet wasnt cooperating. But I guess I could inform you now. Today just went along as any other day, nothing unusual.. well maybe. I got too see Tommy 2nd pd *YAY* then just went to french. Lunch was fun. Jimmy came over and asked us if we'd give him money if he could eat a cheese burger in 2 bites. And of course he did. It was really disgusting tho. Anyway, gym was fun too. We walked/jogged around the track a couple time. Mandy looked down over the hill and was like "whats down there" and Becca says in this hick voice "Chy-nah" then we had half an hour long discussion about oriental people. English was just...english lol, word wealth test..BLLAAHH. Me and Chris cheated but shhh lol. Then band, had to crash them darn cymbals lol But I got to see my Tommy so its all gravy. Then after school hung around here for a while then went to Bobby Qs house and spent time with my sweetheart. Then it started storming..I like them, even tho I am afraid lol. I have my reasons. I came home to an empty house, my dad didnt come home till like 12. O well then this morning wow.. lol about 6 this morning fayco rentals on connelsville street went up in flames BIG FLAMES lol so I went with my dad, and when they finally got it out there was a car fire out by giant eagle and uniontown and north union was still tied up at fayco so we had to go and I just got home cuz we had to wash the trucks. Well who knows whats gonna go on today, maybe go tanning, damn paleness. Then prolly hang out with Tommy tonight. After hes done being a busy bee hehe...Toodles
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[04 Mar 2004|07:45pm] |
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Hey there, wow today had to be the best day so far this week. I was actually happy. Most likely because I got too see Tommy, which I didnt see yesterday *tear*. But anywho, I came in and got my stuff outta my locker, and Bobby tryed to steal my french folder, but I grabbed it off of him. Went in sat in h/r for the rediculous amount of time that I do every morning because I'm at the school at 7:05. Moving along, 1st pd wasnt bad, took my history test. I think I did ok. 2nd just sat there because I didnt have my h.w. and had no idea what maher was talking about. 3rd french had to tranlate a paragraph which people were whining about, but I thought it was easy. 4th I got to see my Tommy and that made me happy. Then the ladies and I just sat and talked about random things. Jimmy and Zack came to visit which is always a laugh. Jimmy sold me a $4 pac sun gift card for a dollar lol. 5th just took notes. Whoa buddy I cant wait till we disect that earthworm! NOT. Someone needs to help me build a birdhouse too...hmm...Gym was fun. Whos the all star goalie? I AM! oh yeah! lol. English was ok, Mr. Kozup came back. I was finally getting used to Ms. Fike too. O well. I just talked to Chris the whole time. He gave me a state quarter lol. Then theres band which is always fun. I got to be with my Tommy, well he kinda just stood there and poked me while I was crashing lol. Came home and went to the denist and he said I'm coming along very nicely or as he said "You are going to have a nice broad smile beautiful. And you have very nice lip posture" lol. Then went to Long John Silvers and they gave me a hush puppie the size of my hand. Now I'm here going my geometry h.w. for Darth Vader and talking to my sweetie who I love sooo much *MUAH*...cya
"Are we your appendages? Hold open your eyes so you would see that all of us are heaven sent. There was never ment to be only one, to be only one. Hey megalomaniac,
you're not Jesus Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis. Special, as you know yourself, maniac. Step down..."
"Dreaming about Providence, and whether mice or men have second tries. Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open. Maybe we’re bent and broken..."
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[03 Mar 2004|06:31pm] |
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Yes, just as I thought, I got sick. But hopefully I'll be better tomorrow, because I hate sitting around the house and I cant take being away from Tommy for another day. I slept all day today. My dad said I worry about things too much which probably causes the no sleep situation which most likely made me sick. I do need to stop worrying about things. Its doing a number on me, and I dont think I can take much more of it. I am constantly sad for no reason. I think my mind is playing games with me and it needs to stop. RIGHT NOW! I wanna be happy *tear* Anyway I cant really say anything about my day since I didnt go to school. This week is going pretty fast though. I just need the weekend so I can spend some time with Tommy because I am in desperate need of him. He's keeps me going. Thats one of the reasons why I love him so much. But you already knew that. Well for now I am going to go back to my moping...yeah..
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[02 Mar 2004|08:33pm] |
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Well, today was certainly better then yesterday. I was still extrmemly tired when I got up tho. 1st pd we ate doughnuts and drank orange juice, which I spilled all over my french h/w and had to redo. Geometry sucked as usual. I got to see my Tommy before French *yay* We played the game and me and Katie Macioce decided we are gonna come up with the ultimate team and not lose anymore GRRR. 4th I started feelin funny so I didnt eat. I had a biology test, got an 82 on it, not too bad for not studyin. Then it happened. I started getting sick. I tryed to sleep in study hall but they were getting the lights ready for musical, and Sam just had to come over and wake me up. 7th we just did some sentences and Tommy came up stairs and waved through the door at me hehe. Band was good, I got to be with Tommy *yay" and Anothony dropped by. Then came home and tried to go to sleep but I couldnt. My fever is getting higher by the hour. I really really hope I dont get sick *tear*. Well I'm off...bye byez
"Time asks no questions, it goes on without you. Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace. The world keeps on spinning, can't stop it if you try to. The best part is danger staring you in the face..."
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[01 Mar 2004|07:35pm] |
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Wow what a sucky day, but I guess it comes with the desription of Monday. I think I not only woke up on the wrong side of the bed, I went to sleep on it. I didnt fall asleep till 5:20 and I get up at 6. I was so out of it today, and I had alot of things on my mind so that made it 50 times worse. My silly Tommy forgot his swimming stuff and I didnt get to see him and it threw me off balance. But thats ok I forgive him hehe. The day just went on as usual, boring as hell. I finally saw my sweetie in band though, which cheered me up. Then, when we were walking down the hallway together holding hands, Mrs Hackney comes up behind us and starts singing some young love song. Then she said to me "Ok, I'll stop singing, I dont want to embarass you, nor get apples thrown at my face" and I told her we didnt have any apples and she just walked away. Me and Tommy just looked at each other and laughed. Anywho, I got home and my dad said he wanted to go golfing so I went to my aunts house for a while. Now, I'm back here again waiting for my love... so hopefully I'll have a good day tomorrow... bye
"Making my way downtown, walking fast, faces pass and I'm homebound. Staring blankly ahead, just makin my way, makin my way through the crowd..."
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[29 Feb 2004|08:28pm] |
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Wow, what a waste of a perfectly good weekend. I did absolutly nothing. Didn't go to Bobby Q's, Tommy couldn't come over because my aunt wasnt home. I made some money today so whatever. I've been pretty much sad all this time, I know you probably dont want to hear me complain but its my journal and I can do whatever the hell I want! yeah thats right. Let's see, Friday back to normal-ism, we didnt have to sit in one particular class for and hour and a half. And I finally got to see Tommy when I was supposed to YAY! Band Mr. Miller and the jazz bandiez had a Jazz Fest so they left early and we just hung out, which was cool. Then came home, and took a nap then talked to Tommy pretty much all night since we couldnt go to a certain persons house. Yesterday I sat around the house all day, cleaned my room, talked to Tommy when he got home after running all over Gods creation lol. My dads gf came over with her daughter, I'm surprised she didnt torture me all night, but we have another computer in the house with the internet so I'm sure thats why she didnt because she was talking to her "boyfriend"...the kids in 5th grade..o well. Anywho, I didnt go to my aunts cuz she went to Pittsburgh for some oldies concert. Exciting huh? Today I went into work with my aunt and helped her stuff envelopes. I made $20 so I guess its cool. Now I am awaiting the return of my sweetheart and sorry for complaining...
"Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna..."
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[24 Feb 2004|09:37pm] |
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Wow, today seemed more Monday-ish than yesterday. I feel like someone beat me with a 2 x 4. Anyway, 1st pd for an hour and a half is torture. Of course the only good thing in my morning...no wait, wholed day, is getting a hug and kiss from Tommy. Lunch sucked. Biology sucked. Slept in study hall. Sub in english, Mr. Kozup has surgery... Band - two words MARK SANTORE! blaaaahhh. Thank God it was his last day. I left school kissed Tommy goodbye and got on the bus. Then came home, went to sleep. Talked to my sweetheart for a while, but he left. So I went out in the living room with a blanket and my pillow and crashed on the couch for a while. Then watched Law and Order, while making some bracelets. Now I'm here talking to Tommy and some other random people. I have a major headache, and I am suffering from sleep deprivation. Ok I'm done complaining now. Glad I got that off my chest..
Oh and if you already didnt know...I love my Tommy, and for you people who dont like me stating the obvious, you can...go...somewhere.
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[23 Feb 2004|09:13pm] |
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Monday...there is nothing to say. The word alone speaks for itself. It was ok I suppose boring as usual. Slept in homeroom. Tried to keep myself awake 1st - 3rd pds...but I got to see Tommy 3rd so it makes it all better! 4th was interesting as usual. Kim bombed Andio in her "chest area" with a pop bottle and it bounced off and hit Meg P in the jugular! lol..and of course Andio threw it back and missed. I took my bio test I missed and failed horribly. Buts thats ok I get to make a birdhouse in place of my worst grade. Slept in studyhall. Eng. had a sub..and Chris with his dumb remarks...Then there was band, which is always the highlight of my day. Most because its the only time I get to be with my sweetheart. Lord have mercy on us all, tomorrow is Tuesday which means Mark Santore *gags* is going to be there. O well..its also fan club day! YAY!!! everyone wear your t-shirts! Well I'm gonna go back to chatting with my love! bye bye!
I love him sooo much!!!
...I'd do time for you. Calculate and carry out the perfect crime for you. Let me shine with you, true you won't regret it, But if it's not me with you then forget it.
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[22 Feb 2004|06:24pm] |
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Hey ya'll! Wow yesterday was a great day. Great enough to make up for the suck fest this week. I got up and talked to Tommy for a while then took a shower. My aunt bought a new car, so we went cruisin for a while, then stopped at her friend Jennifers house. Me and her husband hung out for a while. He's a guitar junkie and he played and sang a few songs for me. Jennifer said his playing gets on her nerves, and I thought "Wow is she on crack" cuz its awesome. Anywho he is great at it and he cant even read notes (like me) so he is gonna give me lessons, which is great! hehe. Then I went back to my aunts house and Tommy came over. We watched "Open Range" just because my uncle made us. It was pretty dumb. He was drunk anyway and kept yellin at me and callin me an asshole. It was amusing tho. Then he went upstairs and went to sleep and my aunt brought a friend over and they wanted to watch Open Range too. But me and Tommy didnt feel like it so we went in the other room. It was great fun hehe.
Then today I just hung out at my aunts and watched S.W.A.T. (which is one damn awesome movie) for like the 10th time. Went to Adrians and Nathan checked us out lol. Then went back to her house, took a nap and ate dinner. Now I am here doing nothing. I was talkin to Tommy but he had to go to church *tear*. I should clean my room but I dont feel like it, soooo I dunno what I am going to do now, maybe take a nap or something...
Peace, Love and Peppermint mints (stolen from Tommy muahahah)
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Wow, what a nice way to spend a Friday night, alone....
I couldn't do what I wanted to do because of certain people...I need to stop being dependent. Anyway, today was just an overall sucky day. I found out I'm getting a definciency in geometry, if its not one thing its another. I was just tired today. As always 1st thru 3rd pds sucked as they always do. I got to see my Tommy and got kisses 4th so its all good. 5th, 6th and 7th seemed to drag on forever. Band was ok cuz Miller wasnt there so we had Mac, and I didnt attempt to play because he doesn't care. When I got home I got on the computer then got off and watched VH1 for a while, then got back on and have been here ever since....sounds fun huh? Well atleast I can talk to Tommy...
My dad wanted me to go to the firehouse with him, Pork's (mark) wife had a bouncing baby boy. I feel bad for not goin to see him, I'm just about as close to him as I am my dad. But that means I would have had to went to his g/fs house too. No thanks. Well I'm done complaining for tonight, hopefully tomorrow will be better...hasta la vista
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[19 Feb 2004|07:59pm] |
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Hey all. Sorry I haven't wrote for a while, I've been really busy. No not really, I just didn't feel like typing. Today was a pretty ok day. Morning was boring, I got to see my Tommy 4th pd. which makes my day. I got to eat from the buffet "Chef Ron" was there with his giant chimney like hat hehe. The food was pretty good, then I spotted my aunt Deb walking through the cafeteria with Mr. Zelich and I was confused. But I had a dentist appt so I left school for a couple pds. and went to the mall too. I came back in the middle of 6th and I didn't feel like goin to gym for 10 mins so I snuck into 6th lunch to pay Tommy a visit which was grand. Then band was just band, Mr. Miller had to work with the clarinets AGAIN...gee people its not that hard, we've been playin that song since Sept. hmmmph. But I got to be with my sweetie pie so its all gravy. Well thats it for some messages....
Everyone must join Snoopy and Schroders fan club...because I said so. Then you can be cool like me and the lasses. Go see the musical too, it will be groovy woovy.
Ok thats it, toodles!
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Everyone...just a warning. You better stay away from our table in lunch - The Boob Wars have begun. (See Kim, Andio or I for details)
Anywho, today was pretty ok. First 3 pds sucked. Forth was an experience. First the Boob Wars. Matt came over and spit cracker crumbs at us. And we made fun of Andios cleavage, and tryed to throw random things in it lol. Bio was amusing. Perv wasnt there today, we had Mr. Amend. So me and Kim migrated back and watched the guys thumb wrestle. Bubby became undefeated and said "I am the best thumb wrestler EVA!" in and Arnold Swartzaneggar (check spelling) toned voice. Then we heard about Steve and Bubbys adventures at Camp Conastoga. Kim and I decided that we are gonna get a job there, so we can have horror stories too. I had a nice nap in study hall. Well, in between the "Amanda! what time is it" every 5 seconds. People! Just buy watches. Band..ugh there is nothing to say but MARK SANTORE IS THE DEVIL!!!! If you watch him when he is conducting, his eyes roll back into his head and little horns appear. I learned that there is a concert crash and a marching crash. That information would have been useful before hand. But oh well. But I didnt get to see Tommy *tear* but thats ok. I will see him tomorrow YAY!!! ;)
Well goodbye
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| one small step.... |
[09 Feb 2004|04:00pm] |
Hey there kids...first entry! WOO HOO
So I suppose I could tell you about my day, but that would most likely be boring. There wasn't really anything exciting that went on. But Project Doodle released their CD 'Confused with Bacon'. Kim and I bought one at lunch today, and had it signed personally from Zack and Neil. Yes, envy us because we are so cool. Even cooler than you people with the 'Special Edition' psshhht. We sat and screamed when we heard the word "ointment" AHHHHHH.. (word of the day) People looked at us as if we were crazy or insane but oh well. I got an 84% on my biology test. Which is a big deal for me because I had no intentions on studying until that period. Perv. Band was great, but there is nothing new about that. One, because I get to see Tommy :D and other because band is my life. Yes, I am a loser, but you'll just have to deal with it.
But for now, I must take my leave. Voyez-vous!
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